Amateur

I was at a bar this weekend and met a really cool guy who has tried to do modeling, but hasn't been too successful because he's only about 5'9". He had gorgeous green eyes and black hair and this innocent smile. I told him that I had connections to "online modeling" and he seemed very interested. I was referring to the couple of times that I've connected guys with porn sites that feature "straight guys" having gay sex. I've recruited some guys (as I've mentioned on my blog before) because someone once begged me to do a jerk-off video on a site.

I'm not into exhibitionism and I don't think it will help my science career to be wacking off in cyberspace, but I have no problem making a few bucks for helping other guys get on these sites. All I do is tell them a bit about the sites and pass their contact info along. You wouldn't believe how many guys will thank me after they make some $$$ doing porn. I've never taken my clothes off for money--but if someone else wants to then I don't have any problem with it.

I've hooked up with some of the guys on the most popular "straight guy" fetish sites and it's crazy how hot they are. They really love guys giving them attention and it isn't always about the money. Some of the guys on these sites are bisexual and some are straight. I've mostly seen guys who are bi-curious and then get roped in. $$$ can make anyone do things. A blog is one thing for me--but I'm not into having my face and dick and ass plastered on thousands of computer screens across the world.

snowballing

ever tried it?
i did last night.
maybe some call it c*m swapping.

OC and I have been talking--he's a little frustrated that I spend so much time with school and everything. He is trying to plan a vacation that coincides with my spring break. We were thinking of heading down to Mexico. We have incredible physical chemistry and emotional too. For some reason things are just getting a bit crowded in my life. school--the frat--the relationship--the stress.

sex is definitely my best way of releasing tension. last night OC had my dick to the base and i just couldn't control myself. He took all of me in his mouth and when I came, he stood up and we just kissed----and kissed---and kissed. Exchanging my cum back and forth, we just stayed on his bed for an hour embracing and making out.

anyone have tips on how to balance relationships? i need some time management help ASAP or I could ruin a great thing. brad.

brains

i guess i have some brains. i was nominated for a prestigious science award at my school for my paper on genetics.. it was sponosored by one of my favorite professors, who helped me tremendously in cleaning up my sloppy writing skills.

OC (my boy) and I have been spending time together still. we like to have sex. all day, everyday. we've already broken-in every inch of his place and even my bed at the frat. it's amazing that i haven't gotten more shit for a having a surfer boy in my room alone at school, but i think everyone is just trying to get their own shit together.

anybody miss me? i miss you guys. brad

morning wood

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OC guy just might be my new love. I gave in and revealved that I have a blog online about my life---including our sex. The cool part is that he wasn't very interested. He said he'd rather remember our sex in his mind than remember it by reading about it. He's also turned on by it, though. We both have our voyeuristic streak.

We went to a place called the Boom Boom Room yesterday. OC saw his ex-boyfriend and introduced me; they had no anomosity between them and I didn't feel an ounce of jealousy. We kicked back and had Coronas while we watched some circuit boys dance around. Then the ex invited us to join him and his friends back at their place. I have no clue how the fuck someone managed to drive us to this place---most of the boys were trashed and so was this house (some college boy's parents were out of town). We were all in the Jacuzzi and things got frisky real fast. Two guys were going at it and we were all yelling dumb dares at them, like "suck his dick underwater" and "jump in the pool" (which was freezing). OC and I were wrapped around each other--we were in the steaming hottub with just our boxers on and then we started making out.

We went inside for privacy and this cute dirrty blond boy followed us into a guest room. Remember, we had no idea who's house this was or how we were planning on getting to our car. We just fucking went for it. OC asks this blond boy to put a show on for us, so we layed on the bed while he did a drunken striptease. I wish I could say that we double-teamed him and then all the surfer boys joined in. Instead, the 3 of us jerked off side-by-side on the bed. This blond boy begged us to finish on his chest and face--so we obliged. I'm suprised I had it in me to finish 'cause I was hammered. We woke up this morning to find the car was towed at the bar--and then the rest of the day went shitty. But at least we had some kinky times last night. I'm just taking it easy now and finishing up some studying. I'll try to post more now that my classes are under control.

keep it real. brad.

The Realest OC

My computer is back in action. I had it on a coffee table and one of the guys in the house used it as a coaster. He was drunk, but even drunk I'm not that stupid. Luckily I backed up all my papers a couple of days before. The best news is that I'm really bonded with my OC guy. He has been driving up to see me almost every other day. I usually tell the guys at the house that I'm going to the library and then I coast down the freeway in his convertible (okay it's old but it's still a hot car).

We have pretty incredible sex. He's pretty sensual and not just a sex machine. Our sex is perfecto but so is our emotional connection. Not having my computer has meant that I've focused on him and our phone calls and stuff.

Thanks for sticking by my blog during the downtime--I missed chatting with all of you. brad.

broken computer

spilled beer on my computer.
i'm a dumbass.
i'm using my friend's computer so you don't think i'm a "cameron".

that's my new phrase =)

posting will be sporadic for another day